Elfira Yolanda S

I’ve been listening to one particular song for hours, only that one song, a song my friend shared few days ago. This is not the first time and certainly not the last time, either. At least I can recall Fix You (Coldplay), Time After Time (Eva Cassidy), and White Flag (Dido) as songs I’ve poisoned myself with.

I’m still listening to the song and something comes up. Those three songs I mentioned before, those songs have successfully brought me to such melancholic level but the source was my very own feeling. Well, at first I thought this time wouldn’t be any different but the feeling is so much lighter. That is when I know there must be something different.

Then, I recognize that it is not me. I think I could guess the reason my friend likes the song. When he shared the song, he just said that the song was good, that’s all. Now that I remember what once he told me, I can see how the song fits him. Being in the spectator seat, I’m amazed. I’m touched that he didn’t even say anything about the song resemblance to the whole thing. I am amazed and am touched and that is why my melancholic pipe leaks tonight..

There! Mystery’s been solved.
Nighty nite!
[Oh, no, lamp off, but not the music player!]